Has it really been more then a year??? OMG where did the time go, it felt like just a few months since my last post.
I can not really think of much to say, how sad. maybe there is too much to say... 2008 was definately busy.  a lot of things have been going on in my everyday life, boring uneventful deatails I am not going to devaulge in, yet they took up so much of my time. how has every one been. to those that I have added since my last post...Hi!

what to talk about, so much happening in the world, lots of exciting new events and some scary ones too.

well if you are taking the time to read this, feel free to stop by and say hello, share a bit about yourself...or just write something totally random.

I have been away for while, took a vacation. A much needed one. So refeshing and relaxing to be away from people and the jumble that is my life. I went out and into the bush.  A little over a week of camping alone by a remote location on a lake. peaceful. I am tippsy right now, I drank today. I seldom do that, and never alone. this is a first for me but the bottle was there and so was I. It was fate, not a newly started habbit but a one night fling. I know I must be tipsy and a cheap drunk, I am metaphorically  connecting drinking and romance. cheesy indeed. 

i am going to stop writing now, come back tomorrow or the next day perhaps and write something more comprehensible.

later <3

You are very right, too many do mix up the mean of sub. for me it went deeper. I one paticular relationship the guy I was with slowly started showing signs of sub in himself both sexually and in everyday life. This kind of relationship is one that I just could no longer be part of. I am also refering to the needy guys who cling to their girlfriends like a love struck 13 year old girl. Or in the case of a friend of mine who's boyfriend does all the house work so that she can has more time to do her "girl things" like getting her nails done, tanning or spending the weekend out of town with the girls.
in some ways I am not fully submissive. I see it as important to be educated enough to be able to support myself financially. As well I expect to be delt dignity and respect with those, including males who I deal with on a professional level. At home though I want a man who takes charge. The king of the castle.

My first entery. just in intro. I plan on keeping this journal private for personal reasons. Add me if I interest you. 

I am just an average girl. in school, canadian. I beleive in male supremacy and this journal is basically about that.